Chaos

Where does it spring from ?
Out of which
Unexpected abyss ?

Intrinsically
Devastating

Ill-intentioned
At random

A sudden sea of hasard
A lightening of fate

Heavy lead
There on the breast
Breathless

Archaic chaos

I am no more
For a second

And then again

Paradise Lost
Through a tumultuous
Sweeping, stormy sight
Of strangeness

A reality distorted
Marks lost
Violently moved
Replaced
and imposed

Feet planted on the ground
Immobilized
One second,
Before fainting
Before the run
Out of the trap

And then
Uncertainty
In a locked
Internal silence

What is the use of words ?

Sacrilagious words
Unconceivable
Unheard
Hands pressed firmly
Against the ears

Blinded ears

Mouths
Unable to deliver
Reassurance
The freeing words
To disculpate

Will I say,

If they don't listen ?

And who will I entrust now ?

Tremendous threats
From visceral primal fears

To present instant
Offenses

Time
Like a filter
Gliding along the skin
Upon the mind
Until
Forgetting and omission
Foggy doubts
Until

Recognition

And the Re-invention

Of it all